The Wheel.

I sat on the bench. The night was gloomy. Starless. Far away, a group of kids were  playing. My long green fingers trembled in fear. The fear of losing him. I never knew my heart could bind his memory so deeply. Yet, I had to let him go.

The breeze blew. The shoulder beneath the satin dress waited for the touch. It never came. My head turned and my eyes fell on him. The dark, glimmering eyes were looking down at me.

He sat beside me.

Animations and Life.

I still remember those days when animations affected my life. Animations used to influence how neurons in my brain interprets signals. Now, looking back, I think I've lost most of the significant parts of my childhood. Yet, some of the influences have been so great that I can never opt them out from my life. These are some of the animations I used to watch (and probably still will, if I have the chance):

1. Avatar: The Last Airbender

I still can remember how hard I tried

Tomorrow.

Misty it was
on the lonely street
a single lamp post
with flickery light.

A black car with diamond eyes
climbed the wall.
Little does it know
it'd fall well into the well.

The moon followed
the flying raven.
Soon it faded,
hidden by dark clouds.

The blue rose glimmered
throughout the dark night,
waiting to wither
tomorrow.



Deepa
TTC
08th Jan 2012

2011.2012

It's been another year. The world has revolved too quick. And so here we are, looking forward for another year.

It's the first time I'm away from my home and family for the new year. Being 13 hours away from the loved ones does make a difference. They step into 2012 earlier than me. Weird? Yes. Unfair? Nope. During this four months in Toronto, I realised that time is relative. Time becomes even more abstract when there are Facebook, Skype, telephones and other technologies.

Looking back, I see a long journey behind me. So many people, so many spices along the way. "A man's errors are his portal of discovery". Probably there are too many errors in the past that I couldn't fix. But, as time passes by, I realise that there's no point in mourning over the mistakes I have done. It's time to move on. Such is life.

2011 holds too many memories. My journey of education continued into tertiary studies. Relationship with people took a whole new turn. Emotions fluctuated before finding a harmonic stability. Friendships and family relations made more sense. Various types of food were explored. Places were visited. Interests were found. Basically, it has been a year of self exploration and discovery.

Can't.Stop.Munching.

Should I reminiscent 2011? Or should I dream on 2012? Either way, I know I can't stop munching right now. So I'm gonna do that instead. =P

Gotta stop munching. Soon. In an hour. Or two. Or never. Bye.