A random post.

I found it in Facebook. It's quite long, but it definitely worth a read.

"Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over. You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name.

A question.

I never knew my head could actually almost explode. A few days back, I was thinking about something random, and the next moment I realised that I was clutching my head so tightly, wanting to scream out the word, "Stop!!!". It was an interesting experience for me because I've never felt a feeling of that immensity before.

Should I explore more of that feeling or should I just stay away? I'm still considering my option.

The XX - Shelter

I am addicted to a song for 6 months now. No matter how many times I listened to the song, I never get bored of it. I'm not exactly sure why, but it might be because of the serene vocal, mesmerising music, lyrics that could touch one's soul or maybe it's all of the reasons. I guess it's one of those songs I'll never forget in my life. Here is the lyrics for the song:

Shelter (The XX)

I find shelter, in this way

Under cover, hide away

Can you hear, when I say?

I have never felt this way